Well. I changed

 Hey all (even though there is no one)

Life has lately been a roller coaster, ups and downs mostly. Sometimes you feel like you don't have any problems but then something pops up and voila! or maybe like my father said it's a feminine urge to have problems.

Studies...Uhmm that's a very complicated subject in my high school. I am very confused about it. Never expected this year to be this way...

I learnt a load of life lessons this year.I understood that relationships are much more complicated than what I have experienced.People start to become adults and become much mature but during this time most of the things are a daze, and the choices are not right.The same way I took some choices and I regrett some and some I don't. I had to letgo of many relationships and that hurt a lot, made me loose interest in most of the things.

Never take decisions when you are not calm, I am hundred percent sure you will regret them later.As a friend of mine suggested, do meditation for 20 mins and then think about it. I would also recomend not get attached emotionally to anyone, cuz when they leave it will hurt as hell and no one will be there to console you.

Because of this roller coaster year my academics are going down hill, on top me on understanding it, my focus has been disturbed.

 To sum it up, I am trying to be on the bright side and just focus of my studies instead of all these emotional stuff.

Pfft,

beibei

yours truly,

Bora